Forgive Me

Barely raised by my dysfunctional fam
Here I stand as a dysfunctional man
Quick-tempered, short-fused, and pissed at God
Demons pullin at my soul 'til it's ripped apart
Secret's out momma that fire I started it
Fuck the fireman logic of the closet by the wire shit
What's positive about a father that bust nuts then wussed up
And a momma that don't show her son enough love
Shit, that's why I run from my first son
And force these chickenhead bitches to get abortions
I'm married to game, my mistress is fame
My girl Paq the closest, she know I ain't gon' change
Go insane in a world evil as ours
I done shot at houses, people and cars
The deeper the scars, the worst is the history
God you ain't gotta forgive me, just don't forget me, you hear me?
And most importantly I'm tryin to support my seeds
Can't seem to get away from them courtin fees
Embroidery, on my hood across my heart disorderly
Breakin in houses of people who ain't got more than me
Accordingly, I move in error
Gotta face the fact though I can't fool this mirror
Neglected my daughter and tryin to blame on how I was brought up
like I'm a product of this environment, why ain't I shot up?
Got up today like "Why you let me breathe again?"
And with each breath I feel death is creepin in
Thinkin sinners are winners and I'ma finish last
My pen and pad record my life as each minute pass
Passin minutes, I shook sin and shook drugs
I did right by you but still you took Thugz
Then caught me in adultery, fought me
for not knowin through the dark streets you walked me, talked to me

It's the bliss that's a rush so rush my wrists in the cuffs
It's like a fight for yo' attention and love
Speakin of Thugz, give me a hint from above
If he not you know I wanna be sent when I'm done
Kid outta wedlock so my lady's frontin
I love Big G, cause he gave me somethin
A positive anything is better than a negative nothin
I was on the edge of death ready to jump in
It's hard when you can't find love anywhere
And just because the reverend listen, don't mean he care
Pops on crack with a sufferin past
I dream in black and white, the world color me bad
Other than sad, painful and stress
Life is good with the webs that, tangle with death
Control the border, control the school
I have sinned amongst men and my soul is yours, yours

Genocide

run, cry 
nobody's is gettin out alive
everybody look deep in my eyes 
i'm not a human ,jesus Christ
please forgive my crimes 
but these rhymes got me out of my mind 
i'm sick of fighting for the light
i got nothing good in my sight
in my life nothin is bright
everything is black like it is always night
sick of trying to light the world with a match Righht!
Am i Right am i nuts am i a hypocrite?
Shite i dont like to be lied 
if im a hipocrite look at the tv and youll see lies
fire, destruction, anarchy, nations suicide
people this is not a mass homocide
run cuz this is a genocide 
nobody will remain alive
this is the way i am since five
this is not a record this is live in ya ears allright?
with might if might 
let me die in my misery life
let me fly back to sky 
renegaded son
thats what i am
angel or demon ?you choose
good or bad you still loose
bad meets evil? that ill never refuse
this is not a method 
to say i'm fed up
jus too many times i been set up
so now is my turn i gonna get em
i gonna catch em and set em
and spin em ,this women in lynin 
roll em in venom and then dry em with phenon
opposite of john lennon is here playing with the cannon
bitches please back in the knees
fucking with me is like fucking with a squad MGs
all i see i seize like these pussy MCs 
i'm speakin americanese 
and they're trying battle me in japanese
they were pretending they were my enemies
i’m willing to stop killing
the feelings of every living being
til’I stop living..I’m not leaving (Haha)
if I stop Mc-ing
that means Tina Turner will stop singing
Start fleeing
cuz’ I start spiting and I’m not seeing
i'm my own painkiller
i'm antisocial and unfamiliar
with familiar feelings
now i don't sing i scream!!!
this is the next emos anthem
this rational of mine is so irational for you
you should taste it jus a  ration per day
okey im' insane something like em and jay
no more ollie from now on im emjay
so hey! blonde girl with one neuron want to play?
i hit the hay worst than j masta jay
and slay this bitches like im kay slay
so again bitch i say want to play?
a little with my AK,til you end dead in the bay
so what you say?
mama the drama is in the house
worst comes to worst 
for me it comes first
first verse and deep inside it hurts
this curse all my life defined the course
since birth all that was human it burned
 little note: i'm kept alive by  words
funny how it goes
lonely on my road,my heart turns cold
this is the only one i have ever know
on the road thats my home 
i and me are bff, alone on the road
since i been born
this paper and pen is why i'm standing for
so when i gonna drop the microphone
it will be armaghedon 
til then enjoy the show

Rap Olympics Freestyle #4

again in the same place
again here with the same face
i better cut a bitch from the waist
cuz my time enough i wasted
with you why bitch you still refuse
to accept the disfunctional relationship we're going through
isn't me isn't you
but from what i can conclude 
everytime we had exclude eachothers 
and comeback with excuses
its useless to start debatin about this
i'm fierceless in front of you
and your magic is useless in front of me
i'm sick i quit and you stop sucking my dick 
im not coming back
cuz then i'lll cut ya throat next time of sex exact
go marry with the glock
and quit sucking cock
its a bad habits like us fucking like some jack rabitts
one shot 2 shot ouh fuck  the fun stops
who the fuck put me to stick with you crazy bitch?
full clip  unloaded on nsyinc not on me
that justin timberlake cuz i aint fake  
for god sake bitch stop 
ouh fuck you shot that homofuck from nssync
what was his name aah fuck it
ollie is actin crazy and everybody loves it

Ollie Is Like...

ollie is like like like
half man half incredible
ollie ollie olie
half angel half demon
ollie is like like like
half black half white
haha haha

dead or alive,tears in the night, a baby's being born
same time a sibling of mine is shot,
a end and a start ,a never endind circle
clips inserted next fraction dreams are deserted
as far as life goes,it's normal so stop takin it formal
i try to defame the things that will never ever change
defining my name? ollie anonymously rulling the game
ask me a decade later after a life of disasters, it will be inhumane
to tell i'm the biggest, a lie, yeah i'm insane
i do street scriptures for lost souls
people like me that are always at the crossroads
cuz a decision close other infinite posibilities
squizing the juice out of these emcees
believe me hip hop is dead
thats why i cant get on the pillow my head
it is said whats to be said
talking about street credibily ?
i'm the one cuz i got none
why?cuz i'm white ,european and whack
so when i launch the attack
don't be mad that means im jus resusciting this rap
o-l-l-i-e exact, sounds corny? get use to that



ollie is like like like
half man half incredible
ollie ollie olie
half angel half demon
ollie is like like like
half black half white
haha haha


 
ollie is like??? weed and vodka
connecting the world with his words
i never been heard but if you hear this for me is enough
light and dark ,spark em with the stars
bless pharaoh nas ,looking in tarot cards
to find my destiny before the police alarms
of my existence, presence
used heroine serings thats my value
salute thats what i tell to the cops
this rhymes hit harder than the bullets from a glock
ollie messiah type,not like
the antichrist? light me up in the name of jesus christ
after death probably i'll get all the respect
that i dont diserve, shit
what it is worth? why to get rich if the end you still get under earth?
no heroes ..in this game jus zeros
illuminati slaves
after death theyll rob our graves

listen closely now history is made
some'll fall,but i rise,black or die
choices that'll define my future under the sky
or under the earth six feeth deep?
for reconnigtion i'll lie steal and kill
wondering why? no man is worthy of fame
but my name before other name tries to defines
itself from the opposites

now shut up while i'll spin the dice of life

911

it is again night
another fight another blight on humanity
these kids got nothin theyr beggin mercy
they did nothin to you stop bluffin
i'm sick of lookin i want to do somethin 
so i start doin something 
i'm sick of living hapily
whyle others are living in misery
i got a feeling in me 
that is killing me 
a feeling of killn
all the villains that are spilling tears spreading fear 
making kids innocence dissapear
is 3 am in the night  a baby is born a man is dieing 
i'm not lieing cuz i got no reason
in my hood is always hunting season
so be happy if you get black jacked 
i'm whack or sad i been back stab
i'm used to be chased by black saabs
but when i respond i hit hard
so beware your jaw
cuz i come and i dont give a fuck about the law
these killaz gonna meet my chainsaw 
cuz i dont like guns
i dont use the same murder weapon
i'm a good felon
fuck with me and i'll blow up your melon
your shacking like a jellow
pussycat go back in ya shellow
me and my fellow ollie 
gonna make people see 
what we are seeing everyday on da streets
for no profit got it?
i dont want money cuz i dont sell truth
lets say im giving free the proof 
rip big proof 
come kill me but this rhymes that i spit are bulletproof 
sorry your screwed you loose 
and i refuse to stop rap 
and listen to others crap
i want to make ya brain snap 
i want to make you realise 
that life is different
i want to get you out from your suburb or from your ghetto
game set go
yo stop lookin straight
get a 360 view 
and you'll realise that are more important things in life than you
aight?
stephen give the lighter lets light these people minds 
lets help em find theyr way in life 
young man let down the knife
yo homie fuck the problems go love your wife 
i want to make people appreciate what they have 
and not grab what others have 
it no excuse for stealing 
but i can find 100 for slanging
its no greater felling like holding ya bling 
after a life working for what you have
a shame that i didnt reached that point
and im still smoking with steph joints
im at the crossward of souls
i want my way without working nights and days
heaven or hell?
you choose 
hand it well
after this cage and jail
getin out on bail
i hope this people now how to spell my name hell yeah

When I Look At You...

yellow brick road to heaven

Cheers..

alone,alone,aloneIt's a lonely town
My hood now
Hard to be a clown
hard to amuse if you ain't a prostitute
cuz you can touch the wrong fuse
i know myself really good
i don't want to get salute by a gun dispute
i know my route
but these kids can't refuse
they got a passion for my spontaneos reactions
the fact is that they have to choose carefully theyr faction
cuz these streets are in chain reaction
today is that guy tomorrow it can be you or me
so yo G be carefully what you spit
if you don't want to get 6 feet deep
everynight i go to sleep
with the fear that tomorrow will be raining with tears
thats why everyday i'm like cheers
with a blunt and 2 bottles of beer
cuz everyday of tomorrow can be the day when i dissapear
Cheers!!